A calling placed on your life that is too hard to deny cannot be ignored. You should go for it, in full faith and complete trust in GOD all the way. You should trust your calling and the path that HE is directing you on. The journey God has you on will bring a life full of unbelievable joy and happiness like you could never even imagine. So wherever you are now, keep going through it until you reach your goal. Everything happens for a reason. I thank God for it all, gratitude is in my heart. Thank you.